Sunday, July 26, 2009

I'm stupid and an idiot.

You'd think after almost 50 years, I'd be more intuitive and insightful. Nope. I still have to be hit over the head with things to notice them, or appreciate them.

Case in point, I now realize that T was wanting company, MY company, when going to a double feature drive in. I read the comment as him wanting a date, just someone, and specifically NOT me, to accompany him. Naturally, I felt rejected. I totally misunderstood what he was saying. I'm an idiot. I have a tendancy to not feel wanted. It's crummy and I need to work on that, but there you go. It's part of my baggage. How come *this* baggage isn't so easily lost at the airport?

That said, there is no one I'd rather go see a double feature with than T.

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