Monday, April 27, 2009

Not so hot

Last week it ran temps in the 90's here. I have no air conditioning and a lot of windows facing west. This means my house was also 90 degrees indoors. I don't do well with heat. One of the days when it was cooler, I walked my sister's dog around Lake Merritt. Took about an hour and 20 min. I ended up hot, sweaty and with a blister on my foot. When I get hot, my skin, which is already sensitive, gets very sensitive. This is a pic of what my underwire did to me. Not only can you see where the underwire rubbed immediately under my breast, but also where the underwire rubbed during the course of the day, sitting and doing work at a desk. When I'm sitting, the curve of my back causes the underwire to rub against my upper abdomen. All I can say is that this was very irritating. A week later I still have a red area about the size of a quarter and that skin still feels a bit raw. I don't do well in heat! I do think, however, I'd do quite fine in Hawaii, on the beach or snorkling in the water.
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Friday, April 24, 2009

Selfish

I'm feeling horribly selfish and I hate that part of me. My sweetie lives several states over. Somewhere back in the recesses of my mind, I have a fantasy that one of us will move closer to the other. Unfortunately, as I share kids with my ex, I need to be here for another 5 years- til the kids are done with school. This means my fantasy involves T moving closer to California. I know I can't ask this of him, though I'd love it. He has his job, which he loves there. And his bands, which are just becoming successful. Asking him to move would be too much of a sacrifice for him, thus I can't ask him to consider it.

After a yet another wonderful week together, he's home. He's looking for property to buy. I'm so happy for him on one hand, but I'm sad on the other. Fantasy is burst. On the other hand, this does mean he doesn't have a landlady with requests for him not to have overnight guests. This is a very good thing! It's challenging living life with such conflicting emotions all at once.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Updates

School is going well. Monday I will have completed 6 courses, with 8 to go. My next one, health, law, and ethics should be interesting with a LOT of reading (three texts vs the normal one).
My tentative class schedule:
HCS/545HEALTH LAW AND ETHICS3.0004/28/200906/08/2009
HCS/533HEALTH INFORMATION SYSTEMS3.0006/09/200907/20/2009
HCS/514MANAGING IN TODAY'S HEALTH CARE ORGANIZATIONS3.0007/21/200908/31/2009
HCS/535CONCEPTS OF POPULATION HEALTH3.0009/01/200910/12/2009
HCS/552HEALTH CARE ECONOMICS3.0010/13/200911/23/2009
HCI/510SYSTEMS LIFE CYCLE3.0011/24/200901/18/2010
HCI/520DATA MANAGEMENT AND DESIGN3.0001/19/201003/01/2010
HCI/500CONCEPTS OF HEALTH CARE INFORMATICS3.0003/02/201004/12/2010

I'll be getting more of the informatics part of my degree soon, too, which will be interesting to me and which is the basis for my wanting to pursue a Master's degree.

In the meantime, its hot. I feel so unmotivated to work. It's 85 degrees in my room and I feel as if I have sleeping sickness. All I want to do is curl up and sleep. I try and can't do it very successfully - maybe 10-15 min a pop. One of my greatest desires is to go to sleep and wake up ONLY after I've gotten enough sleep and I feel refreshed. I dream big, don't I?

On the other hand, much progress is being made for the other aspects of my life. The divorce is close to being filed, the remodel is currently on track to being completed in October. I'm excited!

Oh, my grades so far:
Completed Courses (click on the grades below to view your official grade card)
HCS/504INTRODUCTION TO GRADUATE STUDY IN HEALTH SCIENCES/NURSING1.0008/26/
2008
A
HCS/587CREATING CHANGE WITHIN ORGANIZATIONS3.0009/16/
2008
A
HCS/531HEALTH CARE ORGANIZATIONS AND DELIVERY SYSTEMS3.0010/28/
2008
A
HCS/577FINANCIAL MANAGEMENT IN HEALTH CARE3.0012/09/
2008
A
HCS/539MARKETING FOR HEALTH CARE3.0002/03/
2009
A

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Really Nice Week

There's not much more to say than I had a great week. Spent it with a dear friend. I'll miss him now that he's gone home, but .. well, it's different this time.